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do you know what it's like do you feel it inside can you feel it burning can you feel it reside it's deep in your heart it's deep in your soul you see it when you close your eyes i know it's what you despise but like it or not it has found a home a permanent place in your thoughts where it will stay until you rot and decay it's all your fault so don't try to blame me i want to see you cry i want to see you plea but no matter how much you cry or plea to me i will never forgive you because i know the person that you can really be.

everything on the inside buried beneath all of the lies the lies that are told and the thoughts within hidden deception is found once again but the truth will all be revealed it will come out for all to hear for some of them will begin to fear afraid of the truth not wanting to know what really goes on behind the show the play they put on for all to see will fall apart will no longer be then, you will find all the deception and all of the lies.

tell me how it feels to be you to be left out in the rain to be a victim in your so-called innocent game it doesn't feel so good not being so sane just along for the ride in your own little game you've lost your love, you mind and your stupid pride it doesn't feel so good on the other side.

you constantly tear at my skin i slowly erode from within you rip at my heart and you never seem to care so i bleed once again then i fall down and on this floor in which i lay, im a million broken pieces i look around all i see is red in the mirror, on the floor everything is dead my left side goes numb with the pain you've given me you can't know what it's like so don't say you understand you can't feel the power in my hand with every drop of blood that drips from my skin a fire is lit deep within as these pieces of me turn to ash, it all becomes clear to me after the fact, and all this not-so-much fun i realize, it's

i care about him more than you know the promises i made aren't so true im so sorry for lying to you i care about him so much i know i said i wouldn't touch but i may just be saying some things to make you stay and promise not to go away i want him so bad that i'd do something so wrong i'd do everything with him that i do with you just to see what it's like just to feel something new im sorry that i haven't been so true but i've fallen for him just like i've fallen for you now im stuck in between and i don't know what to do no matter how hard i try i just can't deny these feelings i have i try to ignore but then i see hi

just close your eyes then you'll never have to see the tears i cry you won't have to see all the blood that surrounds me you'll never see the terror in my face as i lay here alone in this unknown place just cover your ears and you won't have to hear my screams of pain you'll never hear me bitch in vain now just shut your mouth and don't scream for me i'll be okay just let me be no one else can know this brutality so just close your eyes cover your ears shut your mouth and you won't feel my fears.